Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Why I chose psychology as my course?


Psychology is the study of human behavior, a systematical study that needs facts and valid evidences. It's judgment doesn't depend on its own perception, that can be seen on its superficiality, however it needs keen observation and analyzation. Human beings are the most complex creation of God, therefore it needs long time study to answer all the questions.

When people ask me why i take BS Psychology I oftenly look back to the time line of my life. Since highschool I always wanted to know why people act this and that way. "Why" is my favorite question. I always desire to be a Psychologist and to explain in scientific way the behavior of people and to help them cope up this stressful world. Through this course it opened up my mind to a bigger world because I learned that every thing that's happening has reasons and it can influence of who and what we are now. Moreover, this course help me to discover my personality and also my peers.

Some people discourage me to take this course because it offers less opportunities and it gave small salary. But for me when I graduate and to be able to help other people through my simple deeds, it's a great privileged and honor.

That's why I love psychology because I love human beings. It is full of mystery and questions that I love to answer.^_^

Friday, February 13, 2009

under the sheds of ukay-ukay

hHhmmm... ukay-ukay is a place where clothes are mixed and where people trying to choose what the best dress...

picking this cloth! NORMAL!
Scrutinizing this cloth! NORMAL!

however, something eerie thing happened under the sheds of ukay-ukay...
expectations were met.. some questions were answered. but confusions are raised.. and new questions are formulated..

like ukay-ukay my mind is mixed with thoughts and trying to choose the best answers...

are we okay? can i handle the tension between us?? can i act like nothing happened?

HAPPY VALENTINES TO EVERYONE!

Saturday, February 7, 2009

just because..

i can't clearly explain what i am trying to put up. It's like a blurred facade. I don't like this kind of feeling. Because this day, everything that i have wished for did not happen. disappointing!! thus, my head wrinkled. grrr...

however, there's something inside of me that keep on telling me that i must get over him. he's not that worth it of my affection, of my time.!! i hate myself of letting him ruin my life... it's not that destroyed but it's shaken!! my life used to be calm and tranquil but when he start to put quake in my life...!! shocks... my hair is messed up because of this life shaken circumstance.

i don't hate him. it just that, I'm tired of bothering myself of something that's inevitable. he always bother my circadian rhythm. ayy ui..!!! why?? why??

it's just that...

just because...

I'm totally into him..!!!

Friday, February 6, 2009

there's no place like home..

a month away from home is a challenging experience for me. no mom who will wake you up early in the morning and prepare for your meals, no one will tell you and remind you of this and that. so hard.. hHhmmm... i need to live independently and take care for my self. at first, it's fun and amazed of this living-alone drama but as days pass by i need to admit that i badly miss home. the heat in my room, the smell, the people and everything about home...

a student like me who are apart from their homes crave a chance to go home and to have some stress-free weekend... whoah...!! well... I'm finally here in my home sweet home...

this 3 day vacation is an enormous favor for me. 3 good nights with nothing to worry about. YES!!!


unfortunately, i know this will soon end. Monday is fast approaching back to reality. back to face again my invisible tigers.. however, while I'm still here, i will savor the moment, i will make the most of it, i will enjoy it until the last second... hehehe.... exag... well, that's how it is...

i just miss home..
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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

my first blog..!

whoa...!!! i'm finished...

however, i can't creat words to fill this blank page..!!!!

toinks..toinks...

wee...