i finally made it...

AT LAST PHYSICS IS OVER..!!!!

for how many months of suffering from the never ending formulas and concepts...!!!
Yeepee..!!!! though my final exams is not that good compared to my previous exams at least I PASSED...!!!!


whoa..!!!

TRUE LOVE WAITS...

I LOVE THIS SONG...

You've walked this road so many times
And you swore you knew your way
But now you're looking in persuasive eyes
And you don't know what to say
When he tells you he loves you
when he tells you he needs you
When he says it feels so right it can't be
wrong
When he says it's the right time
That every things gonna be just fine
Still you know where your heart belongs
So believe that
CHORUS:
True love waits don't let anyone change your
ways
Look em all straight in the face
And tell em, No matter what I'll remain
the same
Don't want to be deceived
See I've found the key can't you see that I
believe, I believe
That true love waits for me, waits for me
You've told your self you've been here before
You see her face and then you open the door
Now its up to you so whatcha gonna do?
You love her with a smile then you love her
with a kiss
Some how you both knew that it would come
to this
Is it really worth it?
When she tells you she loves you
When she tells you she needs you
But in your heart you still believe
CHORUS
True love waits don't let anyone change your
ways
Look em all straight in the face
And tell em, No matter what I'll remain
the same
Don't want to be deceived
See I've found the key can't you see that I
believe, I believe
That true love waits for me, waits for me
And true love would say, "I'll meet you there
if you'll wait"
And true love would say, would say,
"If you wait for me I'll wait for you my love,
my love"
True love waits and you gotta keep the faith
With God you're gonna stay strong
with hope you're gonna carry on
CHORUS x2
True love waits don't let anyone change your
ways
Look em all straight in the face
And tell em, No matter what I'll remain
the same
Don't want to be deceived
See I've found the key can't you see that I
believe, I believe
That true love waits for me, waits for me

Friends...Friends...Friends....

Friends....

in my 18 years in this world i met a lot of people. some people just pass by but some remain with and walk with me.. They are MY SO CALLED FRIENDS.. not all people we met became our friends (because some them became our enemies..hehehe).



MY HIGHSCHOOL FRIENDS, ELEMENTARY FRIENDS AND CHURCH FRIENDS
They are the people whom I treasure the most. They are the one's who laugh and cry with me. my partners in crime. comrades. Though we do not always communicate we know to our selves that whatever will happen to us we still have each other...

TO MY COLLEGE FRIENDS
They are the new people in my world. We are in the phase of getting to know each other. Learning to accept each other. They are the people who let me experience new things.

I LOVE YOU FRIENDS... "_"

What's with my name?

Our names is the most important part of our identity. it's the best description of who we are. Without our names we are like invisible in this world. It's like a precious gem that we will treasure. Even when the time we will depart in this world we are still remembered through our names.

When I ask my parents where did they get my name, I was not satisfied with their answers. humf.. But as I search for the meaning of my name I found out that the name RENEE means "rebirth" and the name JOY means "happiness"... Well, I find it amazing!! The rebirth does not literally mean I was conceived and born again by my mother. However, I was born again spiritually. Eerie isn't it?! When I come to know Jesus Christ as my personal savior I felt like the old me was dead and I was renewed by the spirit of God.

The meaning of my name tells the story of my life. And as I walk to the journey of my life I will continue to live with happiness because of the death of the old me and the eternal life that was given to me. "_"

uhMm.. Some people often times thought that i am guy..! humf...!! Where's the justice?!?

Why I chose psychology as my course?

Psychology is the study of human behavior, a systematical study that needs facts and valid evidences. It's judgment doesn't depend on its own perception, that can be seen on its superficiality, however it needs keen observation and analyzation. Human beings are the most complex creation of God, therefore it needs long time study to answer all the questions.

When people ask me why i take BS Psychology I oftenly look back to the time line of my life. Since highschool I always wanted to know why people act this and that way. "Why" is my favorite question. I always desire to be a Psychologist and to explain in scientific way the behavior of people and to help them cope up this stressful world. Through this course it opened up my mind to a bigger world because I learned that every thing that's happening has reasons and it can influence of who and what we are now. Moreover, this course help me to discover my personality and also my peers.

Some people discourage me to take this course because it offers less opportunities and it gave small salary. But for me when I graduate and to be able to help other people through my simple deeds, it's a great privileged and honor.

That's why I love psychology because I love human beings. It is full of mystery and questions that I love to answer.^_^

under the sheds of ukay-ukay

hHhmmm... ukay-ukay is a place where clothes are mixed and where people trying to choose what the best dress...

picking this cloth! NORMAL!
Scrutinizing this cloth! NORMAL!

however, something eerie thing happened under the sheds of ukay-ukay...
expectations were met.. some questions were answered. but confusions are raised.. and new questions are formulated..

like ukay-ukay my mind is mixed with thoughts and trying to choose the best answers...

are we okay? can i handle the tension between us?? can i act like nothing happened?

HAPPY VALENTINES TO EVERYONE!

just because..

i can't clearly explain what i am trying to put up. It's like a blurred facade. I don't like this kind of feeling. Because this day, everything that i have wished for did not happen. disappointing!! thus, my head wrinkled. grrr...

however, there's something inside of me that keep on telling me that i must get over him. he's not that worth it of my affection, of my time.!! i hate myself of letting him ruin my life... it's not that destroyed but it's shaken!! my life used to be calm and tranquil but when he start to put quake in my life...!! shocks... my hair is messed up because of this life shaken circumstance.
i don't hate him. it just that, I'm tired of bothering myself of something that's inevitable. he always bother my circadian rhythm. ayy ui..!!! why?? why??

it's just that...

just because...

I'm totally into him..!!!

there's no place like home..

a month away from home is a challenging experience for me. no mom who will wake you up early in the morning and prepare for your meals, no one will tell you and remind you of this and that. so hard.. hHhmmm... i need to live independently and take care for my self. at first, it's fun and amazed of this living-alone drama but as days pass by i need to admit that i badly miss home. the heat in my room, the smell, the people and everything about home...

a student like me who are apart from their homes crave a chance to go home and to have some stress-free weekend... whoah...!! well... I'm finally here in my home sweet home...

this 3 day vacation is an enormous favor for me. 3 good nights with nothing to worry about. YES!!!


unfortunately, i know this will soon end. Monday is fast approaching back to reality. back to face again my invisible tigers.. however, while I'm still here, i will savor the moment, i will make the most of it, i will enjoy it until the last second... hehehe.... exag... well, that's how it is...

i just miss home...

my first blog..!

whoa...!!! i'm finished...

however, i can't creat words to fill this blank page..!!!!

toinks..toinks...

wee...